51; Returning

I must say, it's been a while. I've been venting all over various tumblr accounts when I could have just resorted back to the beginning of my online journal. I don't really know what it is that I want out of all these blogs. There are days when I want the whole world to see, and there are days when I just want to write to myself. Either way, I guess you can find me in both places. Depending on my mood, I guess I'll go whichever way the wind blows, or in my case, whichever way the words flow.

I've decided to set up new URL's and account names and what not. I'm pretty sure I will be found eventually, but I guess that's a start right? Besides, I know that some of you go back and forth with tumblr too, so can I join the party?

I've made a list of things to keep me occupied and motivated to help pull through this difficult time and I am pleased with it.

. learn to cook
. get back into working out
. save more, spend less
. spend quality time with family and friends
. get a new car
. maintain at least a 3.0 gpa
. teach my dog new tricks
. travel and see the world
. find a job that will satisfy me
. get back into reading
. paint
. photography

There's actually so much more I wish I could do, half these things won't probably be crossed out by the end of the year but at least I can say I tried. It's hard to put on a strong face, but I'm hoping it'll all be worth it in the long run.